Part 1: The book has heavy mentions of suicide, Mafia/Cartel settings, possessiveness/ownership over partners, groomed and institutionalized machismo/toxic masculinity, primal play, stillbirth/miscarriage.
The following text includes: Frequent speculation about and mentions of suicide throughout, loss of a partner and aftermath, pervasive themes of grief throughout, miscarriage at 20 weeks and induced stillbirth, recounted by the carrying mother after the fact, recounted from an external POV, pills involved, panic attack in first person, low detail, brief mention of military experience, brief mention of death of a parent
Part 1: The book has heavy mentions of murder, Mafia/Cartel, posessesiveness over partner, emotional manipulation, controlling father with grooming, drink spiking, underage drinking, orgies, initiation sex rituals, CNC, dub-con, breast play and suicide/depression.
The following text includes: Death of a parent from child’s POV in prologue—heard but not witnessed. Repercussions of mother’s death seen throughout. Attempted rape by a professor on page—from victim’s POV. Suicide lead-up on page, first person; death happens off page. Grief and reactions to suicide from family and loved ones, on page. Non Consensual drugging, tattooing, and undressing, with first-person reactions after the fact. Branding a person with ownership, without consent, while unconscious.
This book is set within the bounds of Mafia lifestyle, possessiveness/ownership, stalking, forced (nonconsensual) marriage, alcohol use/alcoholism, dub-con, fire-play (pubic hair), bully romance, degradation, praise, breeding, kidnapping, cheating (not on the FMC but with her), murder, guns/weapons, somnophilia, death, exhibitionism/voyeurism, touch-her-and-die attitude, childhood trauma, alcoholic parents, abusive parents (physically, emotionally, neglectful), destructive fire, physical scarring, morally gray MMC and FMC.
Non-consensual sexual activity (marital/spousal rape), domestic violence (physical, emotional, sexual, and neglectful; scenes depicted on-page), physical injury resulting from domestic violence, attempted kidnapping, abuser reappearing in the story, single parenting struggles, questioning sexuality, depictions of MFF sexual interaction (scene), group sexual scene, depiction of a sex party.
Sexual assault/rape of FMC while she was a minor, by a minor (both are sixteen) (recounted from a memory in the past, first person, not by MMC), the SA can be read past and is italicized on the page, narcissistic parent, alcohol use, teen parenting struggles, using objects for sexual pleasure, and degradation/praise.
This book has heavy mentions of alcohol abuse and dependency; discussions of addiction, all on-page for a main character, drug use (cocaine)—spoken of in the past and on-page by main characters—terminal (stomach) cancer; end-of-life care of a parent—on-page for a main character. Death of a parent and grief on-page for a main character; dubious consent under the influence of cocaine in one scene, and non-disclosure of virginity in same scene; addiction blaming (infrequent, two scenes); rehabilitation programs—experienced off-page by a main character and mentions afterward sparingly; mentions of rape in relation to family dynamics; mention of PCOS regarding pregnancy difficulties; unlabeled but frequent anxiety and spiraling thoughts; and passing, infrequent thoughts of suicide
This story contains sensitive subject matter that may be difficult for some readers. Themes include accidental pregnancy, single motherhood, and the exploration of lactation kink. It also addresses grief after the loss of a parent, depression (Major Depressive Disorder), and the struggles of navigating mental health while coping with unexpected life changes. Please take care of yourself while reading and step away if needed.
This book has heavy mentions of late-stage withdrawal from alcoholism, on-page and first person, conditioned criticism of own body, on-page and first person, infrequent but detailed, talk of time spent in rehabilitation facility, not detailed, ,mention of an overdose in rehabilitation facility with intent to end own life, main character mention of past alcoholism, mention of past cocaine use, brief mention of the death of a parent, brief mention of a rapist father, main character's own father
MFM dynamics (with a few MMF scenes), explicit sexual content, including DP, rough sex, choking/face-fucking, dominance/submissive elements, public sexual content or semi-public intimacy, discussions about the foster care system, addiction, alcoholism, drug abuse, recovery, rehab, relapse themes, grief surrounding the loss of a foster parent, discussion of rape and sexual assault involving a foster parent (off-page, referenced), romantic feelings developing between former foster siblings (Note: they lived together only for a few months; nothing sexual or romantic occurred during childhood), a character coming out to supportive, accepting parents, emotional trauma, abandonment fears, codependency, pregnancy announcement (side characters), panic attacks
